One Huge Lesson in Humility.

Hummus, 2 tbsp.—50 kcal.

Kilocal. Quant.
Lunch
Nov 03 '17 @ 4:04 PM

Hum­mus hum­mus hummus.

'' 100 4
'' 200 1
'' 50 3
Dinner
Nov 19 '14 @ 8:54 PM

Abe home sick. I’m exhausted.

'' 64 3
'' 210
3/2
'' 50 4
'' 108 9
Dinner
Nov 12 '14 @ 9:04 PM
'' 96 2
'' 210
5/2
'' 50 8
'' 108 8
Dinner
Jul 30 '14 @ 9:00 PM
'' 110 1
'' 50 3
'' 108 3
'' 228
3/2
Lunch
Jun 02 '14 @ 10:41 AM

Okay so I was at Bloomberg and ate a bunch of fruit and en­ergy bars be­cause there was no time for lunch. Then I came home and ate a bunch of pret­zels and hummus.

'' 1,000
1/2
'' 50 8
'' 108 8
Dinner
Oct 07 '13 @ 8:34 PM
'' 64 1
'' 320
1/2
'' 20 8
'' 50 4
'' 210
3/2
'' 32 1
Dinner
Sep 14 '13 @ 8:39 PM

Just get­ting this done quickly as I have chil­dren scream­ing in the other room. Just a bunch of mis­cel­lany from the fridge. Lots of vegetables. Bike ride up and down to lunch, too.

'' 100 4
'' 500
4/5
'' 20 6
'' 50 4
'' 12 4
Dinner
Sep 13 '13 @ 8:25 PM

Is­raeli din­ner for Yom Kippur. The extra cal­or­ies are Baba Ghanoush, &c. A large amount of salad and cucumbers.

'' 100 3
'' 64 3
'' 14 2
'' 50 5
'' 169 3
'' 50 1
Lunch
Aug 14 '13 @ 12:12 PM
'' 50 1
'' 50 2
'' 53 2
Lunch
Aug 03 '13 @ 12:00 PM
'' 50 3
'' 108 6
Dinner
Jul 29 '13 @ 8:51 AM
'' 90 1
'' 59 4
'' 20 3
'' 50
3/2
'' 34 1
'' 12 6
Lunch
May 25 '13 @ 12:10 PM
'' 20 4
'' 50 3
'' 160 2
Lunch
Mar 28 '13 @ 4:21 PM
'' 50 2
'' 300
3/2
'' 108 2
Lunch
Dec 16 '12 @ 12:57 PM
'' 115
5/3
'' 50 2
'' 41 1
'' 343 1
Lunch
Nov 25 '12 @ 1:04 AM
'' 50 2
'' 74 3
'' 108 1
'' 50 2
Snack
Nov 19 '12 @ 2:57 PM

This is the sched­uled snack.

'' 50 3
'' 108 2
Snack
Oct 21 '12 @ 7:05 PM

A first birth­day party. I did pretty well, actually. Kept the twins busy and didn’t stuff my mouth.

'' 532
1/20
'' 15 3
'' 250 1
'' 50
1/2
Lunch
Oct 15 '12 @ 2:09 PM

late get­ting to lunch so I just ate what I could around the office. ac­tu­ally not the worst de­cision if not the best either.

'' 160 1
'' 50 3
'' 108
3/2
Dinner
Apr 17 '11 @ 8:00 PM
'' 70 1
'' 12 24
'' 50 2
'' 56 5
'' 160 1
'' 220
3/2
'' 205 1
Dinner
Aug 24 '10 @ 8:38 PM
'' 70 2
'' 200 1
'' 102 2
'' 50 4
'' 24
1/4
'' 130 1
'' 160 1
'' 205 1
Dinner
Jul 25 '10 @ 6:21 PM
'' 102 1
'' 90
2/3
'' 50 6
'' 56 6
'' 160 2
'' 50 1
'' 0 1
Lunch
Jul 12 '10 @ 2:53 PM
'' 353
1/2
'' 130 1
'' 50
3/2
'' 10 2
'' 130 2
Dinner
Jul 27 '09 @ 8:30 PM

I wanted to get the lime pop home and up to my room, then un­dress it from its plastic foil wrap­per and put it in my mouth. I know that seems ob­vi­ously meta­phor­ic but it is not. The re­la­tion­ship with the lime pop is not one of con­sump­tion and con­trol but of internalization. I want to be the lime pop, to feel what it feels, its arc­tic coolness, not to sub­sume and con­trol the lime pop. Were there a way to ex­per­i­ence the lime pop without des­troy­ing it, I would do that, and I would seek to pre­serve its green essence.

There was no way, and I couldn’t wait. A few steps from my build­ing I pulled it from the paper bag and shred­ded the wrapper, rev­el­ing in the sud­den presence. I was half-finished when I ar­rived at my front door. I was no more dig­ni­fied than a dog. My teeth rang out in my skull, struck like little bells by the popsicle’s cold and sweetness.

Ftrain, 2002

'' 25
3/2
'' 4 4
'' 50 2
'' 140 1
'' 80 2
'' 160 2
'' 107 1
Dinner
Jul 26 '09 @ 7:44 PM
'' 80
1/5
'' 50 2
'' 80 2
'' 140 1
'' 5 5
Dinner
Jul 23 '09 @ 11:05 PM

It’s get­ting easi­er to keep my­self away from the edge of the whirlpool.

Ice cream.

Pretzels.

Topping.

'' 10 1
'' 100 1
'' 50 3
'' 10 1
'' 220 1
'' 12 12
'' 80 1
Dinner
Jul 16 '09 @ 10:50 PM

“Maybe I could have one of the ice creams.”

“Do your calories.”

“I’m over my calories.”

“Then no ice cream.”

“Maybe I coun­ted wrong and only had three glasses of wine.”

“How about a nice re­fresh­ing glass of water?”

“How about a nice re­fresh­ing glass of shut the fuck up?”

“You can have as many ice creams as you want when you have the calories.”

(Surly grumbling.)

'' 100 2
'' 50 3
'' 10
3/2
'' 130 2
'' 120 4